참......

이제 시간 낭비 안한다

그만하자

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I'm pumped to see what God has in store for me today :)

WHOOOOOOOT
Life is full of uncertainties and surprises
Everyday is a new gift. (I might not like what I get all the time, but nonetheless, I like gifts)

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God help me to appreciate and treat the people you put into my life as precious gifts. Help me to love them as you love me. Guard my heart. Let everything I do be praises to you.

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"But I am like a green olive tree in the house of God; I trust in the mercy of God forever and ever. I will praise You forever, because You have done it."
-Psalm 51:8-9a

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Something I just jot down in my journal a few weeks ago..

Staring in the mirror
I see a heart so bitter
Full of lies that prevent clarity
to see the true beauty inside of me

Hidden under false humility
I lost all ability
to search for true wisdom
and to seek first His Kingdom

I looked for answers from the wrong places
And got caught up in the world, in the wrong races

Self-deprecation is not the solution for pride
So think again with your eyes up open wide
True confidence comes from up above
not from other people's love

Stop begging for attention
and yearning for affection
No matter how hard you try
Nothing will ever satisfy,

Other than God's grace
And his loving embrace

귀얇은 고은별

I am very easily convinced. That is the main reason I am writing this right now. It only takes a mere suggestion to get me halfway persuaded... Why?

I like believing. I like believing what friends tell me, what the world tells me, and especially what my puny little brain tells me. But today.. I realized how foolish I am to open my ears to so many lies and believe every single one of them...

... "I can do everything by myself." "I'm smart enough so I don't have to try as hard." "Grades are everything." "I am not the best at anything." "Being rich is not an option, it's a necessity." "In order to be rich I have to become a dentist. In order to become a dentist I have to get into dental school. To get into dental school I have to have an amazing GPA." "Getting good grades is the only thing I'm good for." "My parents will not love me as much if I don't bring them home A's." "They will be ashamed of me if I do not succeed." "I am ashamed of myself."

All of these thoughts went through my head today. Honestly, they still are running around in my brain, whispering to me.. But from now on, I will choose to only believe one thing: I am good enough in God's eyes.

"Somewhere under the stars God has a job for you to do and nobody else can do it."
-Horace Bushnell